Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Sepet

I went to the Secretary of State office yesterday to apply (finally!) for the long-procrastinated driver's license. I had to take a headshot picture on the spot for the license and this was how it went...


*SNAP #1*

Photographer: Oops, I think you blinked. Let's try again.

*SNAP #2*

Photographer: Erm, maybe I did not give you enough warning. Okay now, ONE...TWO....

*SNAP #3*

Photographer: Hmm...you still look like you were in the midst of a blink. Do you want to try again?


Me: Oh, that's okay. I'm Asian, and you wouldn't be able to see my eyes if I stretched them any wider anyhow.



Shrugs nonchalantly and walks away.

Monday, November 30, 2009

???

It's almost December...


Not snowing yet?


I'm confused. -.-"





Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Ramblings

Just came back from work not too long ago. And I smell of fresh turkey sandwiches. Bah. Let's just say that today was a long, long day for me with countless errands to run and assignments to hand up. Go, go, go! That was my routine for today. I was on campus at least 15 hours with no breaks in between. Woots. My legs feel like jelly now. Can't remember when was the last time I felt bored and lazy. Just wanna snooze and do nothing for one week can?

Thanksgiving holidays coming up in 2 days! Maybe I could take a day off then? Can hardly wait! I know I'm gonna be chowing down craploads of roast turkey for sure. Will be embracing that when it happens. Black Friday shopping sprees! Ahhh. For those who are not familiar with our annual tradition, it's like this:

After thanksgiving dinner every year, most of us will bundle up into a friend's car and drive all the way to Michigan City in Indiana, which is about an hour and a half's drive away. It never fails to snow like mad this day of the year, so the driving can be a little unnerving for the faint-hearted. Once we reach there, it's heaven. Also known as the Outlet Mall. Everything will be cheap, cheap and freaking cheap. Shopping starts at 12am. By the time we reach our destination, there will be no parking and people would already be seen queing up in the freezing cold in long slithering lines for miles and miles. Especially at the Coach Outlet. You have no freaking idea. Our shopping usually ends at 4am when everybody is satisfied with their loot and we drive home just in time for breakfast. This phenomenon is seen throughout the USA. Trust me, Americans take their Black Friday shopping seriously and there are many cases when people die from being trampled over by the crowd. Walmart is famous for their trampled-to-death cases. People camp outside of shops in tents for turkey's sake, just so they can get in first when the door finally opens. Siaoness. It's a great experience though.


That's gonna be me in a few days.


This year however, we might extend that fun a little bit by going on to Chicago the next day. I've never stayed overnight at Chicago before, so I'm definitely looking forward to this trip. Gonna take loads of pics! After all, this might be the last visit for me to Chicago. Just wanna breathe in the city one last time.

On a random note, I got called a 'fake Chinese' today. Sweat. A Dominican co-worker and I were talking when she suddenly asked, 'you from Malaysia right?' I nodded my head to confirm the statement. 'So you Malay?', she enquired. I then proceeded to explain that my ancestors were Chinese who came from China. 'OOOh, so you Fake Chinese then. Cos you are not REALLY from China', she had concluded confidently. I started to protest but ended up giving her a weak smile. instead. No energy to argue. Not surprisingly, I get that a lot though.


Not Chinese enough to be Chinese, not Malay enough to be Malaysian. In China, we are viewed as outsiders, in Malaysia we are treated as second-class citizens. So what exactly am I?


Just something utterly nonsensical to ponder about.








Friday, November 13, 2009

To my dearest....



Mother. Best Friend. Pillar of Strength.
Occasional (or not so occasional) Nagger. ;)






My Meaning of Family.






I Love You








Happy Birthday Mummy.













Thursday, November 12, 2009

The Prayer

Dear Lord,

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe

Please give me strength. I can't do this alone.


Amen.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Updates!


Yes, I know. My blog hasn't exactly been lively lately. Here's a short summary of my life these few days.


1. My roommates got a beagle pup! Super cute. Long droopy ears, puppy eyes and everything.

2. Sat for and passed the Michigan driving test. Woots! After 2 freaking years of procrastination. Finally.

3. Piles of assignments and essay papers waiting to be completed. Sigh, what's new?

4. Malaysian Night next Wednesday. Preparations in full swing.

5. Currently nursing a severe bout of flu. Skipped work today.

6. Still suffering profusely from writer's block. Had finished writing the Personal Statement but extremely unhappy with the end product. Will be rewriting the entire thing again. Shoot me.

7. Just collected my graduation gown and hat. Will be officially done with my bachelor's in 4 weeks! Gulps.

8. We'll see dear parents soon. Excited. :)




So yeah. Gotta run again. Argh. Busy as crap. Rawr why can't I enjoy my last semester in peace?

Friday, November 06, 2009

Writer's block



Ahh. Grad school applications. What a headache. I am now in the midst of writing my Personal Statement. And suffering from writer's block in the process. Fudgecake. I can't even get through the first sentence of the essay. This piece of document is required for all grad school admissions and that 500-1000 words would most probably decide if you are in or out of their program. Ooh la la...the pressure.

Personal Statements should not be too hard right? After all, the entire 1-2 page paper would be about me, myself and I...why I am the way I am, why I want to pursue early childhood education, my purpose in life, you know, the usual. But how do you write an essay about yourself without sounding too whiny, too uninteresting, too melodramatic, too humble, too proud, too cool, too uncool while striking the perfect balance? Crap, I can't even describe myself in three words.

The first paragraph is of uttermost importance because it creates the first impression of your entire essay and the reader immediately decides within that first and second sentence if you are cool or uncool.

Aiya, how should I start la? With an....


"Omg, I love kids so much because they are oh-so-cuddly and cute and I'd love to devote my entire life to changing diapers forever"?

or

"Children are such fascinating creatures because they are capable of being devils and angels at a go."

or...





Sigh. Fine. Let's quit the drama and switch to a slightly more 'scholarly' and less brain-dead tone.


Errmm....how about this.


"Barely three days after SPM, my mother woke me up early one morning and declared that she had just registered me at a local college, in an early childhood education program. I was astounded by the sudden decision but being a filial daughter in a traditional Asian household, I went ahead with my mother's wishes and spent the next two years of my life studying Montessori's philosophy and its application in early childhood education. That was my first step towards the world of education."


First draft. Loads to edit and add on to it.



So what do you think?